boyfriend?????????????????????????????????

I got a BOYFRIEND.


(I GOT A BOYFRIEND.)


I. have. a. BOYFRIEND.


His name is *****. (yeah, im not putting his name on here.)


I talked to him about a month before, and kinda fell for him.


then he sat next to me at lunch, and we got talking again. then two days later, he asked me out. I thought about it for a weekend, then said yes.


 (Yes, so the way he asked my out was kinda weird. He tried to give me a real gold plaited ring from his dad's shop. Okay hun, slow down there a bit. You gonna pop the question at the end of the month?)


we have been dating for about two weeks now.


He's already asked me out for Valentine's day, which means for the first time EVER, I will actually have a Valentine's day where I am not sitting home alone, watching Netflix and eating Chinese food.


Damn.


I am very happy.


one eensy weensy little problem though.


When I'm around him, I am happy, but its an awkward happy, as in "You got me, now what?"


And then, there will be an awkward pause and neither of us will know what to say so we walk along in awful silence. This has happened almost daily, and I am terrified of it.


I've started making excuses to skip out early just so I don't have to risk it.


Literally - I started going to lunch late for the sole reason that I have lunch with him every day. And lunch is my nirvana, ME skipping on eating? Unheard of.


He doesn't have a phone, so on weekends, we are literally cut off from each other. This makes going on dates very difficult.


Also, everyone, (I mean EVERYONE) at my school is judging me now. "You're going out with him?!?! Why???!!!"


Well he seems nice to me!!!!


I am not accustomed to this.


okay, I have been out of the dating game for over a year. I don't remember this stuff! Is there a special class I can go to?
I mean, all I remember from my last relationship is that we texted 99.9% of the time, and saw each other like twice.


Yes, it ended quickly.


I don't want this relationship to be like that!


Noooope.


The other issue is that when I'm not physically in his presence, I cant really remember why im dating him. (But then I hang out with him and its like 'oh yeah, right.')


But we seem to have a 'friend' relationship.


we hug twice a day, and that's it.


Oh, we went to a wii tennis tournament after school one time, (Cuz school for some reason had a wii tennis tournament.)


but we lost almost immediately, and just spent the rest of the time playing 'just dance.'


I actually convinced him to dance.


(oh wait - someone just rang the doorbell. Pleasepleaseplease be the pizza dude... Nope, just someone delivering a file cabinet. Don't ask.)


Anyway, so I am 100% sure that I have 0% idea of what to do.


does ANYONE, ANYWHERE have any advice?


oh, the pizza's here. (Thank the heavens sweet lord Castiel above).


I didn't eat lunch, so I am starved.


mmm... cheese with spinach and onion.


thanks!