Quite a bit has happened.
First of all, Thanksgiving. Eleven relatives from my mothers side came to our house, including the two cousins that are the only relatives I really actually love.
A downside was that I had to sleep on the couch for a few days, but that's not bad. It was just TOO MANY PEOPLE. Always people around me. It was exhausting. But they're all gone now, break is over, I'm... managing.
I went to the brain doctor and they said that me being completely exhausted all the time isnt normal. So they want to do an overnight sleep study on me to test for hypersomnia or narcolepsy. I think hypersonmia is more likely, but we'll see.
They also think I might have a magnesium deficiency, and prescribed me 50 mg a day.
Finally, i went to the meds doctor. She thinks that I'm unresponsive to antidepressants (after six different kinds) and that we might try mood stabilizers or stimulants as an antidepressant.
I won an award at the big winter art show at my school! For a piece that i welded in twenty minutes. Not what I would have chosen, but oh well.
Midyear exams are coming up. Wheeeeee.
I just dont know. I dont know. I miss the mountain. I miss my family there. I miss feeling alright.
But I'm still free indeed, free indeed
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