Wow alright so I decided to google some of my 'more unusual' symptoms, like not being hungry ever or completely emotionally flat while also have bad anxiety (as weird as it sounds) and being totally stuck in my brain instead of the present and nothing feeling real, and guess what came up that i hit pretty much every symptom for?
Depersonalization disorder.
with the amount of anxiety i had as a kid, it makes sense.
I don't want to be the kind of person who always diagnoses themselves, so im going to talk to my therapist about it.
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A week ago, I went to Myrtle Beach with my friend Bambi. It was fun, especially Ripley's Believe It Or Not. Mostly the arcade. Blackjack IS MY GAAAAAME and they had a game there. We won enough tickets for a inflatable 3 ft tall alien. We named him Vladimir.
The only thing that wasn't great was the fact that my mother, who had nothing to do with the whole trip, was being a control freak. Like, we got in really late and all passed out, so i forgot to call her. AAAAAAAND she freaked out. She made the whole family come back by Sunday morning, which meant we had to get up at like 5 am. Her parents literally pulled me aside to tell me that I only had a year and a half until she couldn't control me anymore.
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In other news, i chopped my hair off. I now have a short bob/long pixie cut.
And i am currently dyeing the whole thing bright blue.
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