sick for Halloween

Well, the second anniversary of the first time I cut has come and passed. I got a bit of a cold, and had to stay home for a day.
This week, we were able to vote on what we wanted to dress up as for each day, and the winners were:
Monday - Twin day
Tuesday - decade day
Wednesday - dress like the elderly
Thursday - Pajama day
Friday - Halloween costume day.

(I was out Thursday).

I went as Castiel for Halloween, and I got these really cool costume contacts that make you look like you have white cat eyes. It was a hassle to get them,  but sooooooo worth it.

I went trick or treating with Bambi and a bunch of the kids from her neighborhood, and raked in the candy.
I SHALL NEVER STOP. NEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!

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Yesterday I got some of those strips that go across your nose to help you sleep. Ever since I got sick last April, my sinuses murder me at night. If I turn onto my side, or have y head down, I cant breathe. Its quite annoying.

They did help a bit, co that's good.

I've just been pretty low lately. I feel, if anything, just numb. Zero motivation.   I hate it, but at the same time, I don't care. I cant care.

We're thinking about switching my meds, because even though I feel a tiiiiiiiny bit better, nothing is changing, and im taking a really high dose.

I just don't want to do anything.
I want to lie here and sleep and read and eat.

Just go away.