Sunday, February 8, 2015

C'mon brain way to be an underachiever

I had an interesting weekend.

Saturday, I spent 12 hours at school. And I liked it. Why is the universe turned upside down? Five words: Lord of the Rings marathon.

All three movies.
Pure heaven.

Ordered pizza, got chick fil a, got popcorn, got like seven cokes, etc. All the food.

So Saturday is beautiful, and then Sunday was ???

One minute I'm typing away on my computer, and then everything goes fuzzy. But I wasn't aware that it was fuzzy until I wasn't fuzzy. Hard to explain. And my parents are both flipping out around me and lying me in my bed and telling me not to move. I was still extremely fuzzy and out of it, so I was just like 'yeah okay sure' and fell asleep.

An hour later, I wake up with a killer headache and being really shaky and generally confused.

Apparently, I had another seizure.

God dammit.

I don't think I have epilepsy; rather, the meds I take for depression, which are not really meant for people under 18, can cause seizures in some people.

After the last seizure, my psychopharmacologist wanted to get me off them, or at least lower the dose, and I, being the stubborn self-destructive idiot that I am, said no. Noooooow I think I might. I have an appointment with a doctor of some kind,  (honestly I've been to so many in the past few months who can remember), Wednesday to look at my MRI or something.

Wheeee and I have a bunch of homework due tomorrow and I can't focus on anything.

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