Happy Summer

yeah so its summer time, which is amaaaaazing.

I preformed my dances in the civic center; I messed up some, but I'm almost okay with that. Also, there is a guy from my homeroom who apparently dances there as well. I mean, he is a dance major at my school, but it was still surprising.
Now I was emotionally and physically freaking out, so I ended up hugging him a lot. I never really thought of him 'that way,' but he did make me feel better. And we've been talking a lot after that, on Skype mostly, and I have no idea what to do.

Pros:
- He's really sweet, like really really nice and respectful.
- He dances in the same company as me
- He's in a lot of the same fandoms as me
- We Skype all the time
- We actually get shipped at school
- We're in the same homeroom
- I kinda like him

Cons:
- He's short. Really short. An inch shorter than me (and im short)
- We are both really shy and awkward, so you must image how the conversations must go.
- We are in the same homeroom class for the next three years.
- I don't know if I REALLY really like him.
- I suck at relationships
- I mean SUCK
- I'm fucking freaked



Okay, with that out of the way, me and him went to the movies. (with my friends Bambi and Alexi but who's counting). We saw The Fault in Our Stars, I read the book, I was prepared to cry a little, so I felt safe in wearing waterproof eyeliner.
I wont be getting that brand again.
I feel really bad for my friend Bambi, as she was completely sobbing at the end.

So.

Uh, I got officially diagnosed with depression, social anxiety, an introverted nature, and a 'cynical outlook on like.'

AND NO ADD.

SUCK ON THAT MOM.


On another note, I recently finished page 30 of a novella that I've been working on, so I'm happy about that.

This summer I am going camping with my parents and Bambi, in like 3 days, at Cumberland island. They have wild horses and friendly deer so.

I'm going to be working at an art camp for kids as a councilor, and hopefully this year I wont have to hold closed a childs' bleeding head as we wait for the ambulance. Again.

I will be going to a Paramore concert with Bambi.
She's one of my best friends, in case you couldn't tell.

So yeah!