I just got back from camp. God... there was just so MUCH. There was drama and tears and love, so much love...
First and foremost, I lost my virginity. In a threesome.
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And it was great.
It was with the two closest people in the world to me.
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But first things first: I went to UGA to take part in the Grady Games. Over the course of a week, I worked on writing two articles and putting it together on what would be a physical paper. I wrote about the mental health in teens today and something similar to The Humans of New York, only with Athens. It all worked out pretty well.
You can find it here: https://gradygazette.wordpress.com/
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As far as camp goes, I'll go in order.
On June 12, I arrived I arrived to my home.
On on June 21, one camper tried to slam a councilors head in a door, and had a councel about her, which I was a part of, (as her CIT)
On June 22, I found out that a camper that I'm really close with has been cutting herself. She's only 12! But there are SO many issues in her life. I was in a council about her as well, with the decision being: we would support her and form an action plan to help her self-esteem and stay away from triggers. She seemed really happy by the time it was time to leave.
On June 23, four people were arrested for having drugs in their possession while driving. My dick mentor, Joe was arrested for that AND drunk driving. I didn't feel so bad about him really. It was the fact that Robert, one of my favorite councilors on the mountain, was one of the people arrested.
They held their pride and stepped out of the mountain before there was much drama. But the mountain was his home! I just... it was an emotional time.
June 29, I found out that our new mentor, Sam, has depression and tried to hang himself last year. We bonded over mutual destruction.
July 2, we had an off day where we ate a huuuge dinner at the Chinese Buffet, then went roller skating, which was a bit of a struggle for me.
July 3, late in the night, after sneaking out, I took two hits of weed. Nothing much happened.
July 5, I led my creative writing workshop, which went quite well.
July 6, I led my fortune telling workshop, which also went quite well. Also, II snuck out at night to meet up with Alex and Kendall. It devolved to everyone;s clothes off and Alex's fingers inside me. (TMI:) I have quite a tight vagina, so we decided not to have real sex that night, but overall, it went well.
July 8, We all had a long talk together, then fell asleep in the cabin that we'd snuck out to. On the walk back, i said that I didn't want the three of us to end. Kendall stopped me and kissed me long and slow, and told me that he loved me. It was one of my favorite parts of camp.
July 10, I had sex in a light-up pokemon watch and thigh-high Harry Potter socks. Late at night, we snuck out and it was quickly clothes off. I'd stretched myself out a bit earlier, so it was a bit easier. I think it went very well! I had fun, and the love I felt between the three of us was wonderful.
July 13, snuck out again. Kendall was a bit rougher, which I loved. He was having a bit of trouble finding my clit... so he used his tongue. Oh boy, words do not describe how much I love that boy. When I was content, we had sex, and later, he and Alex had sex.
July 14, snuck out... again. Kendall and I had sex, and then Alex ate me out. Jesus Christ, I LOVE them so much. We went home at about 3 am.
July 16, Went out again. Had sex and it was v nice. We were out until 8 am. I'm amazed we didn't get caught. Earlier, everyone in the CITs were making out with each other, which was sweet and hilarious. I'm all for platonic kissing.
July 17, Kendall left today. He had to go to SUUSI a week early. I had a hard time saying goodbye after being so close for five weeks.
July 19, My last workshop was today, Nesting and Relaxation. The kids loved it, it went over really well!
July 20, Alex was really tired, so they left early, Kendall and I had sex on our own, which was lovely and sweet.
July 23, I had to leave home. I was so numb, I just couldn't cry. At least until I had to say goodbye to Sam. Both of us started crying The drive home was long and tiring. It' nice being back in my room with my computer and my cat, but I don't know about the rest if it.
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So here I am! six weeks later, and so different. But here I am. Here I am.
